Mahānāradakassapajātaka

Suttapiṭaka · Khuddakanikāya · Jātaka (2) · Vol. 28 · Section 850

[850] Having heard the words of Vedeha, Vījaka said this: "There is no painful feeling (vedanā) in me; great king, hear me. I too remember a former birth of mine, with its happiness: formerly I lived in Sāketa as the merchant Bhāva (Bhāvaseṭṭhī), delighting in virtuous qualities; esteemed by brahmins and wealthy householders, delighting in sharing, pure; and I recall no evil deed done by myself. Passing away from there, O Vedeha, I was born here of a wretched woman, in the womb of a pot-slave; and from the time I was born I have been utterly destitute. Yet even being thus destitute, I have stood firm in righteous conduct: I give half a portion of my food to whoever wishes it of me; on the fourteenth and the fifteenth day I always observe the fast; I do no violence to living beings, and I have abstained from theft. But surely all this that has been well practiced proves fruitless; this virtue (sīla), I think, is worthless — just as Alāta declares. Surely I grasp only the losing throw, like a gambler without skill, while Alāta grasps the winning throw, like a trained gamester. I do not see the door by which I might go to a good destination (sugati); therefore, O king, I weep, having heard what Kassapa has said."

English translation from the Pali (Siam Raṭṭha edition) — under review, not for citation.